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Kuya

by Seeso

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1.
The Leah Song Words and Music by Narciso Lobo, Jr. Climb up on top of the roof Look at this lovely sky Some look at the moon and say she’s aloof But look at her lovely shine Yeah, those are my knees shaking Yeah, that’s my heartbeat pounding inside But it ain't the height that’s making me So terrified I believe I’m falling, I believe I’m falling, calling out Leah, Leah I believe I’m falling, I believe I’m falling, calling out Leah, Leah Maybe I just ought to quit Maybe you got a plan You ain’t safe, and I don’t fit But I’m still gonna be your man, yes I am I want to watch you dance again Sing me some Marley, take a hold of my hand I’ll drive you home in my van As slow as I can I believe I’m falling, I believe I’m falling, calling out Leah, Leah I believe I’m falling, I believe I’m falling, calling out Leah, Leah I believe I’m falling, I believe I’m falling, calling out Leah, Leah I believe I’m falling, I believe I’m falling, calling out Leah, Leah Ah, these one-armed angels, ah, these beautiful leaves Ah, these one-armed angels, ah, these beautiful leaves Ah, these one-armed angels, ah, these beautiful leaves Ah, these one-armed angels, ah, these beautiful leaves
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The Song We Never Wrote Words and Music by Narciso Lobo, Jr. We jumped in the Jeep and left town It was tough to take the top down We hit highway 57 like a buck and wing The lazy sun was setting And all our cares we were forgetting 500 miles and change to the city of the king We only had one more hour When the skies began to shower Kissing in the southern rain made my knees get weak We thanked the barkeep that saved us And the Graceland gods that gave us Sweet Memphis blues to sway to cheek to cheek Oh, my, my I cannot tell a lie But these words have a hard time coming out of my throat Oh, well, well It’s a story I had to tell I just thought I’d write the song we never wrote On a day I’ll always remember We got married in September The leaves on your bare feet just made me cry You sang and I played guitar Mahal kita (I love you) I’m the luckiest man on earth, and that’s no lie We flew off to take a Honeymoon down in Jamaica We swore by the reggae beat we would never part To our bungalow we’d go To turn our lights down low And make ourselves at home under the island stars Oh, my, my I cannot tell a lie But these words have a hard time coming out of my throat Oh, well, well It’s a story I had to tell I just thought I’d write the song we never wrote It sets my heart aglow To watch our family grow There ain’t a better way a man could spend his time Through all life’s aches and pains My love for you remains I’ll stick right here with you until the day I die This song is yours to keep I guess it just put you to sleep I’ll carry you upstairs; you just go on snoring I’ll kiss you on your head And tuck you into bed Good night, my love, sleep tight; see you in the morning Oh, my, my I cannot tell a lie These words have a hard time coming out of my throat Oh, well, well It’s a story I had to tell I just thought I’d write the song we never wrote
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Thank You for Leaving Me (When I Was Down) Words and Music by Narciso Lobo, Jr. I know it wasn’t easy for you babe, loving somebody so blue I know I wasn’t ready for you, babe, but what was I supposed to do? I thought I’d be taming these demons with you right by my side I thought I’d escape this self-hatred, if you’d just be my guide Thank you for leaving me when I was down Now I can pick myself up off the ground Now I can cry without you around Thank you for leaving me when I was down I wish I could’ve known you better, I wish we’d written that song I wish we could’ve grown old together my list of regrets goes on and on You say it was what it was and I nod and scratch my chin Can’t shake these collisions of visions of what might have been Thank you for leaving me when I was down Now I can pick myself up off the ground Now I can cry without you around Thank you for leaving me when I was down Baby, can you hear me? ‘Cause I’m singing at the top of my lungs Baby, listen clearly I know you still love me and I know you’re the one Baby, though I love you dearly And it’s been so long since I’ve seen the sun, the sun Baby, don’t you come near me ‘Cause I might not have the strength I’m not gonna have the strength to run Thank you for leaving me when I was down Now I can pick myself up off the ground Now I can cry without you around Thank you for leaving me when I was down Thank you for leaving me when I was down Now I know what your love was all about Now you can fly without me around Thank you for leaving me when I was down Thank you for leaving me when I was down Thank you for leaving me when I was down
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Goodbye Leaves Words and Music by Narciso Lobo, Jr. I rearranged the bedroom, it was just getting to be a drag The couch is in the big room; the bed is in the back I finally put up your poster, yeah I knew you'd be shocked But I put everything else you ever gave me in a 4 x 6 inch cardboard box And yes, I was crying, yes I shed tears They fell on every note you ever wrote to me for one week shy of a year Goodbye angels, goodbye leaves, goodbye Memphis and rooftop dreams How much longer must I grieve until I'm stronger than the ends of my jacket sleeves? Found that tape you made me, you know the one I'm talking about? It's you singing a cappella, laughing and giggling throughout I just let your voice destroy me, took a breath and pressed rewind Then I made sure that every word hurt, because I knew it would be the last time And yes, I was crying, yes, I shed tears One for every note you ever sung to me that so much as blessed my ears Goodbye angels, goodbye leaves, goodbye Memphis and rooftop dreams How much longer must I grieve until I'm stronger than the ends of my jacket sleeves? Goodbye Privata, goodbye plans, goodbye snowsuits and orange vans Goodbye hiding and eyes that know it, goodbye Pilsen and 3-year-old poets Goodbye Landslide and noisy beds, goodbye anger and heavy heads Goodbye rooftops and IHOPS and beautiful dreads Goodbye angels, goodbye leaves, goodbye Memphis and rooftop dreams How much longer must I grieve until I'm stronger than the ends of my - Goodbye angels, goodbye leaves, goodbye Memphis and rooftop dreams How much longer must I grieve until I'm stronger than the ends of my jacket sleeves? Goodbye Leaves
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Sweet Perdita Words and Music by Narciso Lobo, Jr. Every Monday night, and every other Wednesday Sweet Perdita gently breaks my heart And I pour her drinks for free, and I hope the boss don’t see me ‘Cause when Sweet Perdita’s singing, I ain’t so smart She takes one shot of Jack for every love song That I dream she sings for me alone She needs two shots of Beam in-between her Covers of Nina Simone O, I wish that I was your whiskey ‘Cause I can ease your pain I’d cheer you up before you put down the cup And if you stumble, I’ll take the blame O, I wish that I was your whiskey Ain’t nothing that I’d rather be Honey, I’ll keep you warm through this cold Chicago storm And you could drown all your sorrows in me With every lonesome strum, every limb goes numb My feet uneasily hovering above the floor And through my tears I see that she don’t sing for me It’s those hopeless dreams I was hoping to ignore She takes one shot of Black Johnnie Walker For every sad song she croons And it’s Maker’s Mark to harden her heart Before she can belt out the blues O, I wish that I was your whiskey ‘Cause I can ease your pain I’d cheer you up before you put down the cup And if you stumble, I’ll take the blame O, I wish that I was your whiskey Ain’t nothing that I’d rather be Honey, I’ll keep you warm through this cold Chicago storm And you could drown all your sorrows in me Everybody knows that every bar must close Bleary-eyed and busted, I give last call And as her final tune leaves this old saloon So must Sweet Perdita pass these walls And it’s old Wild Turkey for the barkeep As the regulars file down the stairs And I’m drinking Bushmills ‘til I get the will To confess to her empty chair O, I wish that I was your whiskey ‘Cause I can ease your pain I’d cheer you up before you put down the cup And if you stumble, I’ll take the blame O, I wish that I was your whiskey Ain’t nothing that I’d rather be Honey, I’ll keep you warm through this cold Chicago storm And you could drown all your sorrows in me
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Half the Time Words and Music by Narciso Lobo, Jr. Half the time I’m drinking gin, the other half I’m drunk Half the time I’m telling lies, the other half is bunk Half the time I’m half awake, remembering your skin Half the time I lose the game, the other half I can’t win Half the time you’re not around, the other half I’m alone Half the time I bitch and whine, the other half I moan Half the time I wish I hadn’t done half the things I do Half the time I’m seeing red, the other half I’m blue Half the time I’m on my knees, the other half’s no fun Half the time I walk away from love, the other half I run Half a chance is all I need to show you that I can change Half a line’s all I got left, won’t you please meet me halfway? Oh, half a line’s all I got left, won’t you please meet me halfway? Half the Time Words and Music by Narciso Lobo, Jr. Half the time I’m drinking gin, the other half I’m drunk Half the time I’m telling lies, the other half is bunk Half the time I’m half awake, remembering your skin Half the time I lose the game, the other half I can’t win Half the time you’re not around, the other half I’m alone Half the time I bitch and whine, the other half I moan Half the time I wish I hadn’t done half the things I do Half the time I’m seeing red, the other half I’m blue Half the time I’m on my knees, the other half’s no fun Half the time I walk away from love, the other half I run Half a chance is all I need to show you that I can change Half a line’s all I got left, won’t you please meet me halfway? Oh, half a line’s all I got left, won’t you please meet me halfway?
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Another November Words and Music by Narciso Lobo, Jr. A ways back I lost track of the sidewalk Ain't nobody's fault but my own The dogs are barking at me, it's starting to get dark and I can't see How I'm, how I’m getting home I'd best just rest my legs for a minute Wipe these tears from my eyes Oh god, my heart is breaking, this part of the martyr's taking Too long, too long to die Oh lord, get me through another November Keep me strong, but keep me kind Oh lord, keep my heart and my leather together Keep me warm 'til wintertime I'll weave these leaves into a blanket Sleep beneath this half-naked tree And I'll dream of Christmastime, and kiss my princess and watch her climb Right onto, oh right onto my knee My sweet little Sky, how I miss you Every summer sun and autumn moon God, tell my darling daughter, I'm not far and I've not forgotten her Daddy's coming soon Oh lord, get me through another November Keep me strong, but keep me kind Oh lord, keep my heart and my leather together Keep me warm 'til winter time Oh lord, get me through another November Keep me strong, but keep me kind Oh lord, keep my heart and my leather together Keep me warm 'til wintertime Lord, keep me warm 'til wintertime
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Brown Woman 03:39
Brown Woman Words and Music by Narciso Lobo, Jr. Mm, your kisses taste like home to me And when you smile I hear a sweet island song Mm, we're moving in harmony In this beautiful rhythm is where I belong Brown woman give a brown man wings Brown woman strum a brown man's strings You ease my suffering Hear this brown man sing Brown woman's where a brown man's from A brown woman calling make a brown man come You're sweeter than honey rum Brown woman, brown woman Mm, you love me like a summer breeze Through the mango trees on an ocean shore, yeah Mm, your skin gets me drunk just as well As a bottle of San Miguel, let me drink some more Brown woman give a brown man wings Brown woman strum a brown man's strings You ease my suffering Hear this brown man sing Brown woman's where a brown man's from A brown woman calling make a brown man come You're sweeter than honey rum Brown woman, brown woman Like a summer breeze through the mango trees You love me sweet and slow Like a slow jam sung in our island tongue You move me down below When you're not beside me baby When you're gone and I'm alone Umiiyak, umiiyak, ang puso ko, yeah (My heart cries) Umiiyak, umiiyak Brown woman give a brown man wings Brown woman strum a brown man's strings You ease my suffering Hear this brown man sing Brown woman's where a brown man's from A brown woman calling make a brown man come You're sweeter than honey rum Brown woman, brown woman Mm
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Two Channels 03:48
Two Channels Words and Music by Narciso Lobo, Jr. and Jamie Alker I got two channels to choose from 26 and 32 It don't break up the tedium It don't stop me from sniffing glue And here I sit upon my shit up in my kingdom Yet, it'll cost you a quarter to kiss me. yeah And I been feeling like I been living in an aquarium And my daughter didn't miss me Turn the fan off before I sleep, 'cause I don't feel like dying Pray to Bob my soul to keep, won't you keep that bacon frying I got bunny ears of aluminum Finely tuned by circus fleas Dead bodies for breeding them But they don't speak Japanese And the ceiling is wheezing like an accordion And it'll cost you an arm to frisk me, yeah They're trying to sell me a cell in a sanitarium Or my daughter will commit me Turn the fan off before I sleep, 'cause I don't feel like dying Pray to Bob my soul to keep, won't you keep that bacon frying I got two channels to choose from But I can't watch either one Everybody's a comedian Everybody is a hired gun And here I am, another man without his freedom And it'll cost you your tongue if you dis me (Unintelligible backwards speak) And my daughter's in the chimney Turn the fan off before I sleep, 'cause I don't feel like dying Pray to Bob my soul to keep, won't you keep that bacon frying I got two channels to choose from I got two channels to choose from I got two channels to choose from 26 and 32
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The Right Way Words and Music by Narciso Lobo, Jr. My mama, she didn't bring me up this way She didn't raise no cad My daddy would disown me I don't wanna be bad But I'm a lying, cheating, foul-hearted fool And I'd stop it if I could But I need your angel's wings around me To remind me to be good It's making you want me It's making you rub me the right way It's making you genuflect It's making you want me It's making you rub me the right way 'Till I wanna be sick, 'till I wanna be Don't believe a single word I say I'm begging ya It'll only whet my wickedness It'll come back to haunt ya, haunt ya I'm a cold-shouldered two-headed creep And I wish these words unsaid But I need your soft, sweet, simple touch To paint this black heart red It's making you want me It's making you rub me the right way It's making you genuflect It's making you want me It's making you rub me the right way 'Till I wanna be sick, 'till I wanna be You're a wide-eyed little bird, yeah And your legs are so smooth I like it when you do what I say It makes me feel so cool You're a soft shouldered, big hearted girl My shining star, mm yeah You need my demon's seed inside ya To remind ya who you are It's making you want me It's making you rub me the right way It's making you genuflect It's making you want me It's making you rub me the right way 'Till I wanna be sick, 'till I wanna be I'm so tired of your lip, little girl Lie on your back, get on your back Those cute little feet just kill me, kill me

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Kuya (big brother in Tagalog) is the first full-length solo release from Narciso "Seeso" Lobo.

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released March 21, 2015

All songs written by Narciso Lobo, Jr., except where noted. Engineered, mixed, and mastered by Bill Kavanagh at BobDog Studios.

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Narciso “Seeso” Lobo is a craftsman songwriter and infectious performer, bursting with earnestness, humor, and heart. Fueled by a love of story and character, his songs are tactile and immediate, able to coax the listener from laughter to tears and back again with each passing rhyme. ... more

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